Who needs food when you can have
Gum
Water
Green tea
Black coffee
Sleep
Black tea
Your goal weight
🍁a green tea ana
🍁a diet coke ana
🍁 or a black coffee ana
green tea all the way
…all boys with an eating disorder.
…all black people with an eating disorder.
…all adults with an eating disorder.
…all overweight/normal weight people with an eating disorder.
Because not only white, underweight, teenage girls suffer from eating disorders.
Unless you’ve experienced an eating disorder first hand, you have no freaking clue the amount of torture that is endured. It’s not chic messy buns, trendy black coffee, and politely saying “no” to a slice of pizza. It’s shaking hands from malnourishment, crying at the thought of eating a meal in front of another human being, and watching your hair fall out in clumps because bulimia has stripped you of everything from your nutrients to the long locks everyone once adored and complimented you on. You start seeing the world through fuzzy, hollowed eyes and nothing makes sense anymore. You completely lose who you are and you’re fighting a war against yourself where losing is winning and being sick feels like an accomplishment.
I absolutely CANNOT STAND black coffee or green tea, and I feel like that’s about as blasphemous as one can get in this community. 😂
So yesterday i dragged my mom to the mall so i can go ahead and buy a dress for my school semi formal winter dance.
So i walk into forever 21 and i grab 3 dress that caught my attention but the last one i totally fell in love with.
So i try them on and i liked the last one the most. Its a black bodycon dress with tiny sparkles (size small) it’s freakin gorgeous. Ill be sure to post a picture of it soon.
So ofc i show my mom the dress and i honestly wasnt expecting the reaction i got.
My mom liked the dress but all she could say was “omg u lost sm weight” i dont believe that honestly so im like “haha no i havent lool” and she kept telling me how skinny i looked. (don’t be fooled im not skinny at all guys)
She looks at me and is like “are you sick? Is this healthy?” (sorry mom its not..) i laugh “ ofc it is haha stop worrying.”
I think i look good in the dress but i can look even better. Semi is this thursday so im going to fast at least 24 hours n not eat over 900 cals these 4 days compained. Wish me luck.
Stay safe loves xx
Repeat daily to drop 10 pounds in just 2 weeks:
• 100 crunches
• 90 jumping jacks
• 80 lunges
• 70 squats
• 60 seconds running on place
• 50 second plank
• 40 jumping jacks
• 30 squats
• 20 high knees
• 10 push-ups
